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me and march 03. 2014 – LUVOX
i am okay for now. so much has happened in the past week, and there are large chunks of days that i cannot even remember. i’ve been able to piece some things together from those around me, but things...
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me and march 20. 2014
smile. happy? fucking happy. what? i feel like i am just wandering around and occasionally picking the smiles out of my pockets – the ones i have saved as souvenirs of those moments over the years when...
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me and april 03. 2014
i am back in the psych hospital – somewhere. everything is soaking wet and i am limp and being held up by strings like a marionette with a rude sketch of a smile on my face. i can hear the screams from...
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me and may 02. 2014
it’s dizziness coming in spurts throughout the day. it’s a horrible destruction of my memory – it goes short term but finds time to forget other memories from weeks or months ago. it’s my eyes that...
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me and may 06. 2014
days like this morning wake up several times for minutes only because i am interrupting nightmares and sometimes lovely dreams and i have twisted the sheets around my forehead and legs - my eyelids...
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me and may 16. 2014
dark apartment and outside i can hear what is either fireworks or the night has loud belly grumbles. so, thanks to the affordable care act i now have health insurance. it kicked in on may 01, and now...
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me and may 22. 2014
the depression hasn’t been too bad in the past few days, but my anxiety is showing it’s bones and reminding me just how bad it can get. it makes sense. there is no time off from this shit. something is...
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me and july 08. 2014
if the rants and the triggers and the strong sad language bother you it might be best to stay away like i wish i could right now i am two minutes away from crying. one of those cries that once it...
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me and july 25. 2014
i would like to – just once – take you on a stroll through my negative dreams and let you put some images to imagination - inside here is not the hope that maybe you still have - inside here angels...
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me and september 29. 2014
wake up and you do not remember sleeping but you are shaking like the past day had been an awful nightmare though i had spent hours chewing sedatives like they were bubble gum treats while doing...
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